Tonite is my last nite of enjoying everything that i love eating& drinking, and my god am i going to indulge! I feel like its going to be my last supper :) LOL!!!
I got my tooth pulled out today but they had to leave some tooth in there because my gum is infected and it wasvery painful so my dentist said he would leave it until it healed!!
This is the end of yo yo dieting and drinking constantly and to a new life style change and a new beginning for me!
I hope that everyone has a safe nite tonite and a happy and safe Year in 2008! 2008 is going to be an awesome year to a new fit and healthy me, to new beginnings, to doing things i want to be , to being surrigant aunty, to travelling, to enjoying life, to sharing time with my son, and most of all being HAPPY!!
Happy New Years everyone, and thanks to everyone who has supported me
xxxx
Drink lots xx
Eleanor Roosevelt:
The purpose of life, after all, is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experiences.
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Pain
I thought giving birth was painful.. having a tooth hanging by a root bets that by far! Dentists suck and should not go on holidays!! i rang the hospital yesterday who gave me the number of the emergency dentist number and well i rang to late as the dentist was finished by mid day and well umm they would call me if one was available today! guess what?? There was no FUC&^*ing phone call was there..
I am about ready to try the whole tie some string around it and shutting the door, or even putting some whisky on it (even though i hate it) and deadening it and pulling it out!!
On another painful note this will be my last weekend of drinking and smoking for a while as i start me new phase of Fit Ness.... i am really excited about it as i know that this is it! this will be change in my life that will make me healthy and fit... This is MY Life style change...
This is a very exciting time for me in my life, and i am going to be so proud of me at the end of it!! and the reward at the end will be worth it!! A Holiday and a new Body, a few more years of life!!!!!
I am about ready to try the whole tie some string around it and shutting the door, or even putting some whisky on it (even though i hate it) and deadening it and pulling it out!!
On another painful note this will be my last weekend of drinking and smoking for a while as i start me new phase of Fit Ness.... i am really excited about it as i know that this is it! this will be change in my life that will make me healthy and fit... This is MY Life style change...
This is a very exciting time for me in my life, and i am going to be so proud of me at the end of it!! and the reward at the end will be worth it!! A Holiday and a new Body, a few more years of life!!!!!
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Christmas
Merry Christmas everyone i know its a day late but better late than never!!! I am a bit annoyed at the moment as i can't find my cord to attach my camera to the computer so i can't upload any photos.. It was a very big day and a very long day and i have now done my job having xmas at my house :)
Seb was very spoilt from everyone which was nice but everything he got was practical and can use it all!!
My day started off with only 3 hours sleep as i had a big nite.. I was then tasting the lamb that i was cooking and i split my teeth in half and so i am in lots of pain and can't get into a dentist cause they are all on holidays and the emergency dentist finished today at mid day so wouldn't see me!! :( Anyways i have to work tomorrow morning so will see if i can get something done in the morning!! even though when i get a tooth pulled out i always feel like shit... work will just have to deal with me!!
anyways just in case i don't get back on before new years i hope that everyone has safe holidays with their families and enjoys themselves..
I love you all
Ness
Seb was very spoilt from everyone which was nice but everything he got was practical and can use it all!!
My day started off with only 3 hours sleep as i had a big nite.. I was then tasting the lamb that i was cooking and i split my teeth in half and so i am in lots of pain and can't get into a dentist cause they are all on holidays and the emergency dentist finished today at mid day so wouldn't see me!! :( Anyways i have to work tomorrow morning so will see if i can get something done in the morning!! even though when i get a tooth pulled out i always feel like shit... work will just have to deal with me!!
anyways just in case i don't get back on before new years i hope that everyone has safe holidays with their families and enjoys themselves..
I love you all
Ness
Friday, December 21, 2007
Whats up with this weather?

Wow!! i am so amazed that it is summer and Bendigo is in the biggest drought ever, but for some weather we have been hit with massive storms,... constant rain, strong winds, hail stones the size of golf balls... flash flooding... Sebastyn creche was flooded yesterday and have shut down due to damage and need to clean it up. a local pub in town was flooded and much more... Here are some photos that i took around town last nite... i have not seen the creek like this since i have been here....
Saturday, December 15, 2007
December 2007
I can't believe how fast this year has gone and what little progress i really have made in my health over the past 12 months.
Sooo as of January 2008 its going to be the year of Health, fitness, and achievements and goals.
Ails has given me a book to read about eating and fitness, as i really believe i need to follow a plan to help with my weight loss..
So here comes a fantastic year of change, weight loss, weight loss blogging and getting my arse into gear finally.
Sooo as of January 2008 its going to be the year of Health, fitness, and achievements and goals.
Ails has given me a book to read about eating and fitness, as i really believe i need to follow a plan to help with my weight loss..
So here comes a fantastic year of change, weight loss, weight loss blogging and getting my arse into gear finally.
Saturday, December 08, 2007
I am proud to announce
I am proud to announce that my christmas shopping is finished... Now i just have to wrap everything :(
Thursday, December 06, 2007
Catch Up

I have been so slack on this thing!! really just can't be bothered..
Had an awesome weekend with lots of photos to come and me being my usual self.. will have to wait for ails to upload so you can see what im talking abou. But was nice to see Linda, and Brooke and Clare and Katy and have a boogie and a few drinks and share some good times with the girls.. Thanks for a tops weekendm and putting up with my usual antics :)
Hahahaha..By the way ails i have had a few 50% erss in at work this week :) LOL!!

I am taking sebastyn to the wiggles concert next week.. can you believe it! Im going to the wiggles... Do you know i have been waiting all my life to go??? Yeah i know!!! adam was suppose to be taking him but he now has to do a training day at work! :( i was really looking forward to having a day to myself and wrapping the xmas presents and doing that sort of stuff well thats all gone out the window.. but anyways i will have fun and just to see how happy sebbie will be that will make it all the worth more while..
I have been working flat out full time and long hours and its hitting me pretty hard.. im glad that i have a lil one who decided he wanted to have a sleep in too on wednesday so we didn't get out of bed until 9am :) which was really nice!!
Im nearly all organised for xmas! just want the day to be here and over and done with...

anyways have a lovely rest of the week and weekend and i shall in endevour to put my photos up of the weekend on the weekend
xxx
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Magical

Last nite i said to adam lets be spontanous and go down to melbourne and go see the fire balls at crown casino! he was like ok... so we left bendigo about 7.00pm and we were going through malmsbury and said lets stop and get some tea... we went to this wine bar and had open wood fire pizza. It was yummmo!!!!! seb made friends with some other boys that were there and played which was good cause they tired him out!!!! we were nearly in Melbourne and i said adam have you ever watched the planes come in and he said no so i said oh lets going to the viewin area and see the planes come in!!! we didn't end up at crown.. so we were sitting on the bonnet of my car and wrapped up in our blankets!! it was cold, and it was over cast.. seb was so excited...
we were just sitting there and im pissed that i didn't have my camera, but out of no where there is that light in the sky that looks like a ufo ship like you see in the movies coming towards to you!! its unreal!! if you have never done it do it!! all of a sudden it gets closer and closer and lower and lower and bang its straight over the top you.. they are so loud!! seb has his fingers in his ears!! it was so magical!! i have never seen anything like it!!! it was so amazing it was like you could stand up and touch them!!! next time i be spontanous i will make sure i have my camera!!
hope everyone had a good weekend!
we were just sitting there and im pissed that i didn't have my camera, but out of no where there is that light in the sky that looks like a ufo ship like you see in the movies coming towards to you!! its unreal!! if you have never done it do it!! all of a sudden it gets closer and closer and lower and lower and bang its straight over the top you.. they are so loud!! seb has his fingers in his ears!! it was so magical!! i have never seen anything like it!!! it was so amazing it was like you could stand up and touch them!!! next time i be spontanous i will make sure i have my camera!!
hope everyone had a good weekend!
Friday, November 23, 2007
Quote
I was just on facebook and found this quote and i really liked it so i had to share it with you
To the world you may be one person but to one person you may be the world.
To the world you may be one person but to one person you may be the world.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Devo!
Im shattered.. i had a very relaxing saturday in daylesford shopping and relaxing down at the lake. while i was sitting there i wrote this huge post on a piece of paper.. Ummm do you think i can find it now.. Nope! im sooo devo!!
anyways i got some of my xmas shopping done and have blown my budget right out the water.
This year seb is not getting much off me!! as he gets spoilt from everyone else, so i decided that santa was only going to bring him a little bit this year....
I have most of my family presents organised and some of my friends!! so hopefully next weekend when im in melbs with ails and co i will get some more shopping done then :)
Im at a little ruff patch at the moment lots going on!! but as for exercise i must admit that i have been pretty good!! i have gone to they gym twice this week and have walked sunday nite and monday nite also! was going to walk tonite but the fact that it is hot and also raining off and on i thought not!!!
Hope everyone is well!!
anyways i got some of my xmas shopping done and have blown my budget right out the water.
This year seb is not getting much off me!! as he gets spoilt from everyone else, so i decided that santa was only going to bring him a little bit this year....
I have most of my family presents organised and some of my friends!! so hopefully next weekend when im in melbs with ails and co i will get some more shopping done then :)
Im at a little ruff patch at the moment lots going on!! but as for exercise i must admit that i have been pretty good!! i have gone to they gym twice this week and have walked sunday nite and monday nite also! was going to walk tonite but the fact that it is hot and also raining off and on i thought not!!!
Hope everyone is well!!
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Another one bites the dust
im writing from ails house on a bloody pink back ground and a bloody pink laptop!! how much more girlie can one get?? !!! I have become a permanant fixture of this house.. and even Barney her cat is loving me!!! even though me and cats don't mix i must admit her cats a precious!
ails is lying on her bed looking at a white tail spider telling it its days are up!!!! i sleep in this room!! arrrghhhhh i hate spiders... won't be sleeping here for a while :)
Im looking forward to a busy morning at work tomorrow NOT!!! my boss is away at a seminar but there is always something to do!! so i will be a busy beaver tomorrow morning.
Im looking forward to a weekend of nothing really!! well it will be busy but will be on my own terms..
Im off to daylesford on saturday to do some christmas shopping and also going to take a book and go sit at the lake and chill and have some me time!!! who knows i might meet prince charming!! LOL!!!! im putting the vibes out there..
also my house is getting a spring clean this weekend.... it has not been cleaned for a while and it looks like a bomb has hit it!! so its time to have a clean up! not that it will last long when you have a two and half year old who destroys it anyways!
I am loving the warmer weather just not loving the outfits that the chicks wear around this town.. i tell you some of them don't look in the mirror in the morning :)
have a good weekend everyone!
P.S ails is saying thats clothes at the moment are just horrible.. and is just about to suck up the spider with her vaccuum cleaner.. its all happening down in the igloo :)
ails is lying on her bed looking at a white tail spider telling it its days are up!!!! i sleep in this room!! arrrghhhhh i hate spiders... won't be sleeping here for a while :)
Im looking forward to a busy morning at work tomorrow NOT!!! my boss is away at a seminar but there is always something to do!! so i will be a busy beaver tomorrow morning.
Im looking forward to a weekend of nothing really!! well it will be busy but will be on my own terms..
Im off to daylesford on saturday to do some christmas shopping and also going to take a book and go sit at the lake and chill and have some me time!!! who knows i might meet prince charming!! LOL!!!! im putting the vibes out there..
also my house is getting a spring clean this weekend.... it has not been cleaned for a while and it looks like a bomb has hit it!! so its time to have a clean up! not that it will last long when you have a two and half year old who destroys it anyways!
I am loving the warmer weather just not loving the outfits that the chicks wear around this town.. i tell you some of them don't look in the mirror in the morning :)
have a good weekend everyone!
P.S ails is saying thats clothes at the moment are just horrible.. and is just about to suck up the spider with her vaccuum cleaner.. its all happening down in the igloo :)
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Numerology Number
THis is my number
Your Life Path Number is 11
Your Life Path Number represents the path you should take through life and the talents and skills you have to make your journey a rewarding one.
Having the Master Number 11 as your Life Path makes you an inspiration to others. Your high energy and enthusiasm is both contagious and magnetic. You are on a journey of spiritual exploration and those around you await the answers you find.
Positive Traits: Intuitive, Sensitive, Bright, Visionary, Spiritual, Uplifting, Creative, Inspirational, Optimistic
Your Life Path Number is 11
Your Life Path Number represents the path you should take through life and the talents and skills you have to make your journey a rewarding one.
Having the Master Number 11 as your Life Path makes you an inspiration to others. Your high energy and enthusiasm is both contagious and magnetic. You are on a journey of spiritual exploration and those around you await the answers you find.
Positive Traits: Intuitive, Sensitive, Bright, Visionary, Spiritual, Uplifting, Creative, Inspirational, Optimistic
Monday, November 12, 2007
Weigh In
Soo i finally found some motivation to go and get my back side kicked this morning at the gym... I have been weighin myself at ails house and thought ill weigh myself at the gym... Sooo i jumped on the scales and i was surprised... 76.2 kgs :) I was very happy! its slowly coming off!! I just need to get a little bit more motivated!! and i know that i can get to my goal weight...
I am looking at this little by little and not thinking of the big picture my goal weight is... I now know that i am 4kgs off being back to the lowest that i was last year!! If i can get there i will be happy and then i can set myself a new goal until finally i am goal weight..
Motivation is the hardest thing at the moment!! And i know i can do it i just need some kicking!!
I am noticing the difference in my body since i have been having my Pt's i have bicepts and my leg muscles are getting more defined but the biggest thing i suppose is that my work clothes are starting to fit better so i know that i am doing something....
Soooo i am going to put my arse into gear and start doing some more excercise because i know that is where i am lacking!! Im going to start going for more walks at nite when i have seb and when i finish work and get into the gym a little bit more!
I can do this!!!
I am looking at this little by little and not thinking of the big picture my goal weight is... I now know that i am 4kgs off being back to the lowest that i was last year!! If i can get there i will be happy and then i can set myself a new goal until finally i am goal weight..
Motivation is the hardest thing at the moment!! And i know i can do it i just need some kicking!!
I am noticing the difference in my body since i have been having my Pt's i have bicepts and my leg muscles are getting more defined but the biggest thing i suppose is that my work clothes are starting to fit better so i know that i am doing something....
Soooo i am going to put my arse into gear and start doing some more excercise because i know that is where i am lacking!! Im going to start going for more walks at nite when i have seb and when i finish work and get into the gym a little bit more!
I can do this!!!
Bag Party
Im having a bag party on the 28th of November. Yeah invites on there way!! 20 d0llars to 100 dollar bags!!!
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Friday, November 09, 2007
Brains!
I don't understand some people really!!! we are in the biggest drought of our lives, and bendigo decided a few weeks ago because we had a little bit of rain and this new super pipe to lift our water ban back a level.. i was walking the other nite trying to put the terror to bed and soo many people were watering. and today, this lady was watering in the middle of the day.. Hello the sun is shining.!!! use your brains..
Just needed to vent.....
some people who have emailed me for access you didn't give me your email address Gem you are one of them.. so please email me your address that would be great, as when i went to get your address it came up with no reply.
Cheers
have a great weekend everyone. i have the wedding of the year tomorrow and im very excited and trying not to be emotional.... trying that is!!
Just needed to vent.....
some people who have emailed me for access you didn't give me your email address Gem you are one of them.. so please email me your address that would be great, as when i went to get your address it came up with no reply.
Cheers
have a great weekend everyone. i have the wedding of the year tomorrow and im very excited and trying not to be emotional.... trying that is!!
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Ness UnCensored
Hey Blog Readers... I have decided to make a blog that is uncensored and for invited readers only. If you are interested in reading it please let me know and i will hook you up.
This blog will still be here!!
Ness
This blog will still be here!!
Ness
Monday, November 05, 2007
Cute As a Button!!!

What an amazing weekend! Derby Day was one of the best days i have ever been to even if i didn't see the track that much! To all the girls who made the day an awesome day thank you!! My belly is still sore from laughin so hard, thanks to all the antics all day!!! I had a gamble and came out on top, I had plenty to drink, i got blisters, a rolled ankle, a burn mark, and sore arse from falling over, but most of all a few more years on my life for the fun that I had.

I met lindas "Cute as a Buttons" family and friends, and my god ladies you are all just tops we have to do it again... I met ails mum and dad and they are just wonderful people, and i slept in a bed that felt like it was going to fold in half on me :) hehehehehe!!!! It was just overall an awesome day and i felt great in a dress... I took my shoes off after being there for ummmmmm 1/2 an hour.... never again will i be wearing shoes that high again unless they have one thick Heel!! 


Harry in my "so 2005" The Love Birds 

Ness and Ails Sleeepppeeee ails
Me and Paul, me close to ails heart and our feet at the end of the day :)




Thursday, November 01, 2007
2 more sleeps and exhausted
Yawnz! Im very emotional tired today, and thank god i don't have to go to work until about 9ish tomorrow morning! :) Soooo tomorrow im getting my eye brows waxed and my hair done.. im feeling like a shaggeeee dog at the moment!
Hey have i told you how excited i am about saturday? just in case im telling you again. im not looking forward to the weather and it being cold, but guess that just means im going to have to find some hunk of a spunk to cuddle up to ... hahahahaa yeah right as if thats going to happen.
hey i even painted my nails last nite.. Yeah i know.. how much of a girl am i turning into... im surprising myself i tell you..
I have packed my bags as much as i can and made sure i packed all my essentials... I just hope to god that i do get some sleep tomorrow nite.... and i got to remember to take my pillow..
I seriously have to get updates on everyones blog... lack of committment to blogging and lack of time has played huge part of it, so sorry guys..
well since im addicted to tetris im off to now play some more :)
Nite nite
Hey have i told you how excited i am about saturday? just in case im telling you again. im not looking forward to the weather and it being cold, but guess that just means im going to have to find some hunk of a spunk to cuddle up to ... hahahahaa yeah right as if thats going to happen.
hey i even painted my nails last nite.. Yeah i know.. how much of a girl am i turning into... im surprising myself i tell you..
I have packed my bags as much as i can and made sure i packed all my essentials... I just hope to god that i do get some sleep tomorrow nite.... and i got to remember to take my pillow..
I seriously have to get updates on everyones blog... lack of committment to blogging and lack of time has played huge part of it, so sorry guys..
well since im addicted to tetris im off to now play some more :)
Nite nite
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