Eleanor Roosevelt:

The purpose of life, after all, is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experiences.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Weekend

Wow what a weekend i have had!!

Where do i start??????? Mmmm maybe with Friday!!

Friday
Friday nite was awesome! I got to baby sit the wonderful behaved Bradman. Which was lots of fun but i was very tired. Ails came over for some catch up and some drinks, and filled me in on her precious baby (the cat)!!! Becks was here for a while before she hit the town to boggy!! For a well deserved nite out.

Sooo everything was going fine and lil bradman decided to wake up at 4am..... Sebbie heard his lil cry and came into my bed with me and bradman and was asking bradman if he was ok?? it was very cute!!! so the boys layed in bed and i tried to get some Zzzzz's but was a little scared to shut my eyes just incase the boys got up and ran a muck around the house!!! Lil Sebbie went back to sleep and bradman layed there will his eyes opened not making a boo!! So i thought ok i will see if he will go to sleep in sebs bed!! so off we went and he finally went to sleep.. only 5 minutes and he was awake again!! i finally got him back to sleep and then 5 mintes later he was awake again!! by this time it was about 6am, and both boys decided it was time to be wide awake............

Saturday

6am start. two boys in the mood for some early rising and some early fun!! straight to sebastyn rooms to pull out all the toys and see what they could play with!!! both giggling and next minute!! this one for you beck *i see a fire truck a big red shiny fire truck* started playing. Bradmans favourite toy!! its a ride on car.. that has music buttons that you press!!! Ohhhhh my poor tired eyes where not in the mood for it!! but i just let it go!!!! They were having a good time and thats all that matters!!

Sooooo for breakfast!! Mmmmmm coco pops :) hehehe what a treat :) bradman loved using his hands and putting the cocopops everywhere and watching seb how to use a spoon.. it was sooo much fun :) Becks turned up about 8.30am that morning after an awesome nite out. I so glad that you got the opportunity to go out and boggy for the nite girl... any time you want to do that just let me know :)

So the rest of the day was sleeping and attending to sebastyn and catching up on so doing nothing time..... Its good with seb out on lightening macqueen on finding nemo and i can have a shower and the hang the washing out and know that his eyes won't move from that tv..

Got some DVDs out with adam and we watched the pursuit to happyness and another one but i fell alseep in that movie :)

Sunday

Wow what an emotional day this was... CJ and I ventured to Kyabram for my sister Red Kite day and to see 19 people shave their heads. Two of the locals where younger people who had both losted sisters to cancer so they were getting their head shaved also in memory!!

It was a very emotional day!!!! Please find some photos below














So my sister got her head shaved for a good cause and has since told me she is very cold :)
ohh and one final thing ended up with seb in hospital with croup and a middle ear infection.. he is heaps better now...
Well thats the fill in from last weekend....
















Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Two Weeks Gone

Heya everyone

I can't believe its been two weeks since my last post. How lazy am I. Its been a very very full on couple of weeks with my emotions been battered and bruised in lots of ways possible.

My sister and Her husband have decided to seperate after 4 years of marriage and a 3 year old son. as you all know i am very close to them so it has hit me like a tonne of bricks! Im here to support them all and that will never change. It made me re think my life and where im headed and what i want for my son and my life, and for Adam! Why is it that something like this always makes you think of your own relationships! Im not saying that tomorrow adam and I will be back together because that is far far from my mind, but it has opened my eyes to the way that i want to treat him and how i want to be treated and how I want Seb to know that his mum and dad love him very much no matter what happens and that we are both here from him! Family is so important to me and i want that normaility for sebastyn. Adam and I have been spending lots of time together with seb and with each other and it has been nice because, i am getting to know adam again on the friends level! Which we didn't really do when we first got together. I think our relationship has changed for the good!

Work has been crazy crazy crazy which is good. I was in sydney on the weekend for a seminar which was nice! I like sydney, its very different atmosphere to Melbourne and i found the air to be alot nicer and fresher than Melbs. sorry to all you melbs people :)

Im going to kyabram on the weekend as my sister is getting her hair shaved for red kite day. To raise money for families with children who have cancer! I am planning to get lots of before and after photos.

I have been hanging out with some new people here in Bendigo which has been great! Im getting out there and meeting people! which i should have done a bloody long time ago!

I am missing my friends though and you know who you are and I can't wait to catch up with you all soon.

Have a great week and weekend and I am so not waiting another couple of weeks to update you!

Take Care everyone and know that i am thinking of everyone.

PS Becks and Bradman it was so good to see you both on Monday! Beck your looking beautiful as ever and i must admit your looking healthy and relaxed :) Bradman is growing up so much and to hear him talking was great!! He is growing every day babes :) See you soon
xxx

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Question - Update & a bit of that

ok the last couple of weeks














Spot Seb!!! hehehe was his birthday and i brought him a black board! he loves it. The following weekend adam and I took him to see Thomas and Friends, he loved going on all the different trains. It was a hot day and because it was so dry it was very dusty!! But it was a good to be able to show Seb that we can still do family things together :)


















I had the pleasure of looking after bradman a couple of weekends ago now for a few hours while Beck was at the hospital with Matty :) He is just a doll of a child and he had soooo much fun playing with all of sebs toys and exploring and having a good old laugh with my brother. I am glad to hear that Matt is recovering well. I am thinking of you Becks and missing you. Hope to see that beautiful smile of yours soon. The picture over is the house that we stayed in in Torque it is my sisters bosses house. It was awesome!!! it was such a nice weekend to spend with the family even though the weather was not the greatest for us until we decided to come home! We took the boys to the beach and seb was very scared... My dad got some funny photos so i will have to get them off him to load on here!!
















This was picture from upstairs!!!! further around to your right you could see the beach.....



It was so nice to have the family time together even though the boys were very cheeky and full on!!!!!! Seb hates being apart from Taj so night time was very aweful as seb would cry and cry and throw himself until he finally went to sleep.



What else is news!! its my last day of holidays tomorrow and then back to work!!! Its been nice to be able to spend a few days to myself, and i have enjoyed just being able to get up when i please and not have to worry about going to work and having seb ready by certain hour for creche!!!



Its pouring down rain here at the moment which is beautiful its funny how you miss what you don't have and then when you get it you wish it was a nice day :) does that make sense??



I am in the middle of budget planning at the moment as i want to buy a block of land but need more money that i thought to put the deposit on!! so give it another 12 months and i will own something of my own which i am very excited about !! then eventually maybe i will build my dream home :)



I have not step foot in the gym this week which i am both happy and sad about as it was the perfect opportunity for me to work my arse off for a week but on the other hand i have been on holidays so i just wanted to chill!!!



Well i think thats all for the moment!!!! Hope everyone else is doing well and i shall be catching up on your blogs over the next couple of day!!! I have beennnnn so slack




Ohhh and one last thing!!! i married my dream man :) Vin Diesel :) Mmmmmmmmm