GoodBye 2007 and Hello 2008

Tonite is my last nite of enjoying everything that i love eating& drinking, and my god am i going to indulge! I feel like its going to be my last supper :) LOL!!!

I got my tooth pulled out today but they had to leave some tooth in there because my gum is infected and it wasvery painful so my dentist said he would leave it until it healed!!

This is the end of yo yo dieting and drinking constantly and to a new life style change and a new beginning for me!

I hope that everyone has a safe nite tonite and a happy and safe Year in 2008! 2008 is going to be an awesome year to a new fit and healthy me, to new beginnings, to doing things i want to be , to being surrigant aunty, to travelling, to enjoying life, to sharing time with my son, and most of all being HAPPY!!

Happy New Years everyone, and thanks to everyone who has supported me

xxxx

Drink lots xx

Pain

I thought giving birth was painful.. having a tooth hanging by a root bets that by far! Dentists suck and should not go on holidays!! i rang the hospital yesterday who gave me the number of the emergency dentist number and well i rang to late as the dentist was finished by mid day and well umm they would call me if one was available today! guess what?? There was no FUC&^*ing phone call was there..

I am about ready to try the whole tie some string around it and shutting the door, or even putting some whisky on it (even though i hate it) and deadening it and pulling it out!!

On another painful note this will be my last weekend of drinking and smoking for a while as i start me new phase of Fit Ness.... i am really excited about it as i know that this is it! this will be change in my life that will make me healthy and fit... This is MY Life style change...

This is a very exciting time for me in my life, and i am going to be so proud of me at the end of it!! and the reward at the end will be worth it!! A Holiday and a new Body, a few more years of life!!!!!

Christmas

Merry Christmas everyone i know its a day late but better late than never!!! I am a bit annoyed at the moment as i can't find my cord to attach my camera to the computer so i can't upload any photos.. It was a very big day and a very long day and i have now done my job having xmas at my house :)

Seb was very spoilt from everyone which was nice but everything he got was practical and can use it all!!

My day started off with only 3 hours sleep as i had a big nite.. I was then tasting the lamb that i was cooking and i split my teeth in half and so i am in lots of pain and can't get into a dentist cause they are all on holidays and the emergency dentist finished today at mid day so wouldn't see me!! :( Anyways i have to work tomorrow morning so will see if i can get something done in the morning!! even though when i get a tooth pulled out i always feel like shit... work will just have to deal with me!!

anyways just in case i don't get back on before new years i hope that everyone has safe holidays with their families and enjoys themselves..

I love you all

Ness

Whats up with this weather?

Wow!! i am so amazed that it is summer and Bendigo is in the biggest drought ever, but for some weather we have been hit with massive storms,... constant rain, strong winds, hail stones the size of golf balls... flash flooding... Sebastyn creche was flooded yesterday and have shut down due to damage and need to clean it up. a local pub in town was flooded and much more... Here are some photos that i took around town last nite... i have not seen the creek like this since i have been here....

December 2007

I can't believe how fast this year has gone and what little progress i really have made in my health over the past 12 months.

Sooo as of January 2008 its going to be the year of Health, fitness, and achievements and goals.

Ails has given me a book to read about eating and fitness, as i really believe i need to follow a plan to help with my weight loss..

So here comes a fantastic year of change, weight loss, weight loss blogging and getting my arse into gear finally.

I am proud to announce

I am proud to announce that my christmas shopping is finished... Now i just have to wrap everything :(

Catch Up

I have been so slack on this thing!! really just can't be bothered..

Had an awesome weekend with lots of photos to come and me being my usual self.. will have to wait for ails to upload so you can see what im talking abou. But was nice to see Linda, and Brooke and Clare and Katy and have a boogie and a few drinks and share some good times with the girls.. Thanks for a tops weekendm and putting up with my usual antics :) Hahahaha..

By the way ails i have had a few 50% erss in at work this week :) LOL!!

I am taking sebastyn to the wiggles concert next week.. can you believe it! Im going to the wiggles... Do you know i have been waiting all my life to go??? Yeah i know!!! adam was suppose to be taking him but he now has to do a training day at work! :( i was really looking forward to having a day to myself and wrapping the xmas presents and doing that sort of stuff well thats all gone out the window.. but anyways i will have fun and just to see how happy sebbie will be that will make it all the worth more while..

I have been working flat out full time and long hours and its hitting me pretty hard.. im glad that i have a lil one who decided he wanted to have a sleep in too on wednesday so we didn't get out of bed until 9am :) which was really nice!!

Im nearly all organised for xmas! just want the day to be here and over and done with...

anyways have a lovely rest of the week and weekend and i shall in endevour to put my photos up of the weekend on the weekend

xxx

Magical

Last nite i said to adam lets be spontanous and go down to melbourne and go see the fire balls at crown casino! he was like ok... so we left bendigo about 7.00pm and we were going through malmsbury and said lets stop and get some tea... we went to this wine bar and had open wood fire pizza. It was yummmo!!!!! seb made friends with some other boys that were there and played which was good cause they tired him out!!!! we were nearly in Melbourne and i said adam have you ever watched the planes come in and he said no so i said oh lets going to the viewin area and see the planes come in!!! we didn't end up at crown.. so we were sitting on the bonnet of my car and wrapped up in our blankets!! it was cold, and it was over cast.. seb was so excited...

we were just sitting there and im pissed that i didn't have my camera, but out of no where there is that light in the sky that looks like a ufo ship like you see in the movies coming towards to you!! its unreal!! if you have never done it do it!! all of a sudden it gets closer and closer and lower and lower and bang its straight over the top you.. they are so loud!! seb has his fingers in his ears!! it was so magical!! i have never seen anything like it!!! it was so amazing it was like you could stand up and touch them!!! next time i be spontanous i will make sure i have my camera!!

hope everyone had a good weekend!

Quote

I was just on facebook and found this quote and i really liked it so i had to share it with you

To the world you may be one person but to one person you may be the world.

Devo!

Im shattered.. i had a very relaxing saturday in daylesford shopping and relaxing down at the lake. while i was sitting there i wrote this huge post on a piece of paper.. Ummm do you think i can find it now.. Nope! im sooo devo!!

anyways i got some of my xmas shopping done and have blown my budget right out the water.

This year seb is not getting much off me!! as he gets spoilt from everyone else, so i decided that santa was only going to bring him a little bit this year....

I have most of my family presents organised and some of my friends!! so hopefully next weekend when im in melbs with ails and co i will get some more shopping done then :)

Im at a little ruff patch at the moment lots going on!! but as for exercise i must admit that i have been pretty good!! i have gone to they gym twice this week and have walked sunday nite and monday nite also! was going to walk tonite but the fact that it is hot and also raining off and on i thought not!!!

Hope everyone is well!!

Another one bites the dust

im writing from ails house on a bloody pink back ground and a bloody pink laptop!! how much more girlie can one get?? !!! I have become a permanant fixture of this house.. and even Barney her cat is loving me!!! even though me and cats don't mix i must admit her cats a precious!

ails is lying on her bed looking at a white tail spider telling it its days are up!!!! i sleep in this room!! arrrghhhhh i hate spiders... won't be sleeping here for a while :)

Im looking forward to a busy morning at work tomorrow NOT!!! my boss is away at a seminar but there is always something to do!! so i will be a busy beaver tomorrow morning.

Im looking forward to a weekend of nothing really!! well it will be busy but will be on my own terms..

Im off to daylesford on saturday to do some christmas shopping and also going to take a book and go sit at the lake and chill and have some me time!!! who knows i might meet prince charming!! LOL!!!! im putting the vibes out there..

also my house is getting a spring clean this weekend.... it has not been cleaned for a while and it looks like a bomb has hit it!! so its time to have a clean up! not that it will last long when you have a two and half year old who destroys it anyways!

I am loving the warmer weather just not loving the outfits that the chicks wear around this town.. i tell you some of them don't look in the mirror in the morning :)

have a good weekend everyone!

P.S ails is saying thats clothes at the moment are just horrible.. and is just about to suck up the spider with her vaccuum cleaner.. its all happening down in the igloo :)

Numerology Number

THis is my number


Your Life Path Number is 11

Your Life Path Number represents the path you should take through life and the talents and skills you have to make your journey a rewarding one.
Having the Master Number 11 as your Life Path makes you an inspiration to others. Your high energy and enthusiasm is both contagious and magnetic. You are on a journey of spiritual exploration and those around you await the answers you find.

Positive Traits: Intuitive, Sensitive, Bright, Visionary, Spiritual, Uplifting, Creative, Inspirational, Optimistic

Weigh In

Soo i finally found some motivation to go and get my back side kicked this morning at the gym... I have been weighin myself at ails house and thought ill weigh myself at the gym... Sooo i jumped on the scales and i was surprised... 76.2 kgs :) I was very happy! its slowly coming off!! I just need to get a little bit more motivated!! and i know that i can get to my goal weight...

I am looking at this little by little and not thinking of the big picture my goal weight is... I now know that i am 4kgs off being back to the lowest that i was last year!! If i can get there i will be happy and then i can set myself a new goal until finally i am goal weight..

Motivation is the hardest thing at the moment!! And i know i can do it i just need some kicking!!

I am noticing the difference in my body since i have been having my Pt's i have bicepts and my leg muscles are getting more defined but the biggest thing i suppose is that my work clothes are starting to fit better so i know that i am doing something....

Soooo i am going to put my arse into gear and start doing some more excercise because i know that is where i am lacking!! Im going to start going for more walks at nite when i have seb and when i finish work and get into the gym a little bit more!

I can do this!!!

Bag Party

Im having a bag party on the 28th of November. Yeah invites on there way!! 20 d0llars to 100 dollar bags!!!

Wedding

Wow what an awesome day. very exhausting and lots of happy tears.. My beautiful dear friend sheree got married on saturday... Have a look how beautiful she was and also have a look at my little cherub!! It was such a beautiful wedding....

Brains!

I don't understand some people really!!! we are in the biggest drought of our lives, and bendigo decided a few weeks ago because we had a little bit of rain and this new super pipe to lift our water ban back a level.. i was walking the other nite trying to put the terror to bed and soo many people were watering. and today, this lady was watering in the middle of the day.. Hello the sun is shining.!!! use your brains..

Just needed to vent.....

some people who have emailed me for access you didn't give me your email address Gem you are one of them.. so please email me your address that would be great, as when i went to get your address it came up with no reply.

Cheers

have a great weekend everyone. i have the wedding of the year tomorrow and im very excited and trying not to be emotional.... trying that is!!

Ness UnCensored

Hey Blog Readers... I have decided to make a blog that is uncensored and for invited readers only. If you are interested in reading it please let me know and i will hook you up.

This blog will still be here!!


Ness

Cute As a Button!!!

What an amazing weekend! Derby Day was one of the best days i have ever been to even if i didn't see the track that much! To all the girls who made the day an awesome day thank you!! My belly is still sore from laughin so hard, thanks to all the antics all day!!! I had a gamble and came out on top, I had plenty to drink, i got blisters, a rolled ankle, a burn mark, and sore arse from falling over, but most of all a few more years on my life for the fun that I had.

I met lindas "Cute as a Buttons" family and friends, and my god ladies you are all just tops we have to do it again... I met ails mum and dad and they are just wonderful people, and i slept in a bed that felt like it was going to fold in half on me :) hehehehehe!!!! It was just overall an awesome day and i felt great in a dress... I took my shoes off after being there for ummmmmm 1/2 an hour.... never again will i be wearing shoes that high again unless they have one thick Heel!!

Harry in my "so 2005" The Love Birds

Track side Clare and Me ( she is cute as a button)

Ness and Ails Sleeepppeeee ails

Me and Paul, me close to ails heart and our feet at the end of the day :)

Preparation for tomorrow

Sooo i have had my eyebrows even painted my nails... yeah i know and now my hair check it out

P.s using my new camera :)

2 more sleeps and exhausted

Yawnz! Im very emotional tired today, and thank god i don't have to go to work until about 9ish tomorrow morning! :) Soooo tomorrow im getting my eye brows waxed and my hair done.. im feeling like a shaggeeee dog at the moment!

Hey have i told you how excited i am about saturday? just in case im telling you again. im not looking forward to the weather and it being cold, but guess that just means im going to have to find some hunk of a spunk to cuddle up to ... hahahahaa yeah right as if thats going to happen.

hey i even painted my nails last nite.. Yeah i know.. how much of a girl am i turning into... im surprising myself i tell you..

I have packed my bags as much as i can and made sure i packed all my essentials... I just hope to god that i do get some sleep tomorrow nite.... and i got to remember to take my pillow..

I seriously have to get updates on everyones blog... lack of committment to blogging and lack of time has played huge part of it, so sorry guys..

well since im addicted to tetris im off to now play some more :)

Nite nite

Nothing about nothing

Yawns.... what a big boring day today! had a dress rehersal at ails tonite for the weekend. Will be getting out the sewing machine tomorrow...

Alot of emotions are running through my head tonite. Been hit with some bomb shells over the last couple of days but anyway will sort through them.

On a good note im still blown away.. i lost 3 kgs in the last couple of weeks.... interesting.... maybe because i have not been eating much.... due to my highly consumed consumption of alcohol last weekend...


I know i know everyone is over hearing how excited i am about this weekend... but bloody hell i am going to look hot !! LOL!!!! started putting the tan on the body tonite getting all ready... i knew deep down inside i could be a lady :) LOL!! plus the farts and berps..

well should get off to bed since i have a PT at the gym tomorrow morning.. Yawns.... not looking forward to it i tell you :) just think my arse will be that little bit more tighter for the weekend.

love ya and leave ya

Last Nite

While it was quite on ails front due to her having a headache and going home and vomiting it was a fun nite all in all... here are some pics to show what idiots we are

...... us being homies :) LOL

Its all good in the world

just sitting here or should i say ails is lying here while we are on our second bottle of wine..... seb is alseep in the loungeroom all is good in the world.... i have just experienced text sexing.. not on my behalf!!! interesting....

only 7 sleeps to go until derby day.. linda have we got a surprise install for u... stay tuned honey!!!

ill give u clue in may involve a tent :)

thats a big maybe!! dont hold ur breathe though...and dont hold me too my word except maybe..

im still working on my big blog..... time is of the essence i know but things are just too good in my world at the moment to post right now.....

stay tuned.... enjoy the nite of ails and me on the booze there will be more updates..

Still Alive

Just letting you all know that i am still alive and that i am in the process of writing a big post but don't have enough time to do it all at once.

right now though i am shit scared of spiders and i have the hugest white tail on my wall at the moment and waiting for it to come down so i can kill it.. Yuck

High Heels, Booze, and Singing!

this is our thursday with Uncle Harry... this is on his balcony!! sebbie had an absolute ball.. in the first photo there is an air con thing and sebbie thought there was monkeys in there. it was sooo funny!!!! so harry blind folded him and took him to see the monkeys..... The imagination of my child!!! Harry cooked us Lamb shanks my god!! i can still taste it.. it was an awesome day until i had to drive to dads in the traffic.. i really am a country girl and have no patience... what should of taken my 40 minutes to get to dads took me 2 hours.... Bloody traffic i tell you!!

I had such a relaxing time in Melbourne.. i took sebbie on the train into the city on friday and my god that was an experience... he was soo excited!! got some bargain courtesy of Myer in the city.... i was looking for some shoes for sebbie for the wedding and i got him Ralph Lauren shoes.... 30% off which was awesome and a new suit.. well the people forgot to scan his suit so i only paid for the shoes!!! hahaha suffer in jocks i say!! they took the tags off and everything.. so because i had extra money i decided to treat myself and brought myself some new jeans.... size 14 :))))) i was so excited.. i didn't try them on and i ended up wearing them to the hens nite and they were a little bit big :)!! i was excited...

Now the hens nite, i didn't take my camera but hopefully will get some photos from some people.. it was such an awesome nite!! lots of games and lots and lots of singing!! and heaps of drinking.. it was sooo much fun!! i had such a good nite..

went to ails to play dress up last nite... and got my shoes.. well derby day is going to be interesting!! im going to walk like i hve been riding a horse for a week non stop as i can't walk in heels.. i have 3 weeks to practice.... so i tried everything on last nite, and really felt a million bucks.. a lady indeed...

sooo first back day back at work was interesting, full on and yeah back into the swing of things!!

welcome from Melbourne

SOo i finally made it to melbourne and had an awesome lunch with my brother.. awww it was so yum he cooked lamb shanks... it was sensational.... i left his house which is over the westgate bridge to come to my dad who lives in the south eastern suburbs... i left at 4pm and got to my dads at 5.45pm.. Yeah tell me about it it was the most boring slowest drive i have ever done.. i don't know how you people can live in melbourne.. i was very inpatient.. i could not deal living in this place..

i only had about 4 hours sleep last nite as i had ails over until midnite and then sebbie decided that he wanted to be sick...aww it was foul..... but anyway he woke up this morning bright as a button.. i am looking forward to a great nite sleep tonite..

Well think i might go do some shopping in the city tomorrow ) need a new bloody phone :)

have a good weekend everyone... ill fill you in on the hens nite :)

Mmm Bop!!

Had an awesome friday nite playing sing star.. that game is so much fun! and you can let lose and it really doesn't matter if you can't sing just as long as it is in tune... I made Lead singer once, and out sung scott a few times. when i rocked up Bek was going for it at the top of her lungs :) was nice and relaxing...

on my last weekend of my holidays, have had a nice day with sebbie today! He has been very cuddly and in a really great mood... Makes me wonder why i went back to work.. but i don't think i could go back to not working... Maybe just work in the winter and have the summer off.. it was such a beautiful day today!

Mowed the lawns yesterday took me 2 and 1/2 hours.. my god i am never letting my lawns get that long again!! least it looks good now...

got Sherees hens nite this saturday and going to melbourne on thursday to see my dad for a couple of days and having lunch with my brother! which will be nice.

I have said that i would have xmas at our house this year... Think it will be great, and least i don't have to drive anywhere this year!

Hope everyone is well!

I have a sore bottom

Firstly its not sore for that reason.. filthy minds!!

I went out with my dear friends binki and Row as binki is going to be a teacher in a small town near horsham...... so we were having some drinks before she went... what was going to be a early nite ended up being huge and lots of fun..

I was involved in a Jaga Train...... something different. they lined up all the jagas on the bar and one flick of the finger and they all fell into the glasses, it was awesome...

anways i consumed some alcohol which is soo not like me :) *grins* and was dancing on the podium at the nite club, jumped off and landed right on the corner of it on my arse... lucky it was a padded spot that i landed on..... i tell you i was breathless for a few moments and ouch!!!

Today i have looked at my poor bottom in the mirror and i have some bruising on it..... yeah yeah silly me thats what i get for having some fun..

So now i am watching A walk to remember on dvd and chilling out...... very tired after only a few hours sleep :)

Well everyone have an awesome weekend and my quote i leave you with today is

Never let the future disturb you. You will meet it, if you have to, with the same weapons of reason which today arm you against the present.

Backyard Bliss

So i thought i would see how far this wifi works. im sittin in my bak yard!! now all i need is a can :) LOL

i just made carmek fudge!! yeah yeah thats going ti be really good for my weight loss LOL

went into the gym this morning and pushed myself so very hard to get my frustrations out.. i feel great i may add..

had a ball with seb yesterday we danced ti the wiggles and numerous time he had me in hyserics telling me to "cut it out" My singing he is talking about.. suppose i should never give up my daily job :)

so my first week of holidas are nearly over.. awwww how time flies when ur having fun.. LOL

my weekend is going ti consistant of being a good girl.. well at this stage anyways think im going to ails to have a dvd marathon and catch "crouching" its actaully called "coupling" we always put it on when we get homd from drunken nites out but i always seem to fall asleep... Mmm fancy that!! so i said to her since she is not a healthy cookie at the moment that we should watch it!
Few bottles of white!! hehehehe..

My head space today is everywhere.. I have alot of emotions running through it at the moment and its hard to pick a point where to start to work it all out! Maybe from the start would be good!Hey?? I know what i want to achieve and i know i can do it, but my ability for brain and body to work together is another story... Changing my thought patterns would probably be a good idea easier said than done though Vanessa.

I had some stuff said to me yesterday which caught me off guard and now i am pondering about it, not wanting to believe that it is true.. maybe its not true maybe i am reading far to much into it! Or maybe i should believe it.. work on it, get over it and then move on... but something is telling me that is not me... Be true to who i am... I am an out there person and i love being loud and i love being heard! thats me thats my personality?? Well is it?? im questioning myself?? Ill ponder a bit longer! and get back to you

Im Excited

to try and make myself feel happy right now, not that i want the attention but im getting really excited about the races! i now have a dress courtesy of Ails wardrobe..... its black and white and thats all i will say!!!!! i am going to be practicing walking in heels in the next couple of weeks so i look half decent... and don't make to much a foul of myself on the day..

I am really really excited about the weekends that are coming up!! i have my darling best buddy sherees hens weekends.. first on is on the 13th.. surprise location and can't wait and the following is a lovely weekend in dayleford.. bliss relax and drink in the huge spa that we have! I have organised both of them and very proud of myself.. so if there is any games that you can think of let me know.. we will be playing the peg game.. for those who have not heard of it you are given pegs and if somewhere swears and you here them you have to take a peg off them.... without using your hands.. the wnner the person with the most pegs.. so it won't be me as i always use the F word....

im enjoything this because i am watching Prison break and doing this at the same time!! awww bliss i tell you

well good nite everyone sweet dreams and ill be hitting it hard at the gym tomorrow let off some steam!!

Im Totally Addicted

Im totally addicted to face book. it is so much fun!! and addicted to my laptop at the moment and not having to sit at my desk :) its great fun..

I have my beautiful little man with me today! he has been so awesome today!! we went for a big walk into town which was good, just what the doctor ordered after a massive PT yesterday!! I signed on for another years worth of PT's at the gym today! im really excited about it because i like to be able to be pushed and know that i can push my body to those limits. every 6 weeks i get a new program so you see how you progress over the 6 weeks which is good..

I had my last slim weigh in yesterday! we won't go there i don't see why i do it seriously.. i so need to pull my head out of arse and start making some serious changes in my diet.. stop eating so mich shit!! and starting looking after myself more.... just because im exercising doesn't mean im going to loss weight also need to be careful what goes in my bloody mouth. but i know all this i just not being strict with myself.. i need to get my priorities right thats what i need to do!! but on the other hand you only live once :)

Quote of the Day

A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort.
Herm Albright (1876 - 1944)

Time Gets Away

These two weeks holidays are going to go so fast. today has just gone so quickly.... I had an hour massage this morning and then went into the gym and had a work out! came home and my brother and I watched spider man 3.. took seb into the chiro today and then came home and have been doing nothing :) Tomorrow is another day and a beautiful one at that . 26 here in Bgo

I have a pt tomorrow morning and then my adjustment at work... what am i going to do for the rest of the day.. Ummmm im not sure yet!!

I can see myself getting really bored but i promised myself that i won't be eating out of bordem..

I so need to mow my lawns that is on my list to do otherwise i will be having unwanted friends in my back yard and i don't want that!!

leave you with this quote
"Its not how much you do its how much love you put in the doing"

The Vanessa That Was

I have been doing a clean up of my computer and have been going through all my photos and thought that i would do a time line from where i have come from to where i am now... even though i still have alot of work to do its amazing to see the changes.. I can see them that is for sure...

These two photos are from Sept 2005 when adam and I were in China. Seb was 5 months old. the photo of me and adam is where i went ok i need to do something about my weight. i was 90kgs there...

This photo is March 2006. I was about 85 kgs here..... this nite bek and I hit the town for a deserved girls nite out!!

This is me on cup day November 2006 I think i can't remember off the top of my head but i was about 76 kgs something around there....

Here is me from ummm two weeks ago.... im now 78 kgs I have come a long way that is for sure! My goal weight has always be 65 kgs!! If i can get to 70kgs i will be happy... the lowest weight i have got to was 72kgs and let myself slip again!!! so its time to get my shit together and really work my arse off instead of fluffing around and sayin ill do it one day, because one day it will be to late!

No Rules

So for the next two weeks im on holidays which means no rules. no getting up to an alarm and doing what i want when i want.. i shouldn't say no rules because these holidays im working my arse off in the gym and going to eat as healthy as i can..

I have 4 weeks until Darby day and 5 weeks until the wedding.. and i need to get my arse into serious action.

I still have a child that is for sale also!! soo please anyone takers??

Well this rain is awesome but so need so much more!! take care all and hope you all have awesome weekends

--Blank--

I didn't know what to call this post so i called it blank.... Im feeling a little down today which is the first time in a long time. I got a thinking about life, and where i want to go, and i suppose what really got me thinking was that aidan and de went to a conference on the weekend to the man who appears in the movie what the bleep, and where talking about the brain and how it works and how our thinking works.. it was very interesting.. anyway the think that go me thinking was that by about 35 years old our brain has experienced everything.. so for our brain to experience new things and make new path ways in our brain we need to get out of our comfort zone.....our brain plays very safe and our body likes to play out of its comfort zone!! example.. if your crossing a river and the river gets deeper as you go along your brain would like to play it safe and turn back around, where as the body would like to keep going... because we know where we have just come from and we know that the river in the direction that we come from is safe we want to turn around.. anyway i hope you are following if not well im sorry..

the point i am getting at is that we do this in our lives.. Me i am like that with men.. i have not slept or kissed another person in the last 4 years except adam.. Im to scared to step out of my comfort zone.. I know adam and i know what i am going to experiencing and expect.... Im scared of getting hurt and scared of experiencing that hurt i suppose... anyway i just thought that was very interesting, because i had my chance to take the pick on 72 hot men hehehe this weekend and didn't go there... My brain was playing safe...

I have my two weeks holidays coming up next week and i cant wait, im gong to be working my arse off in the gym, relaxing, do the things i want to do in the first week as i don't have sebastyn.. in the second week im going to spend a few days with my dad in melbs which will be nice, he will be at work during the day but that doesn't matter cause seb and I will keep ourselves entertained.

Well better be off as my eyes are getting tired... Mmmm i s feel like ice cream right now..

Pssstttt!!

So im sitting in my loungeroom right now writing this post! my wireless is finally working! after ringing bigpond again and them telling me that they will have to send someone out to see why it is not working but i bloody fixed the problem myself. Good tech help they are :)

Awwww i am feeling it today! ails and i watched the sun rise this morning :) LOL what a blast of a weekend. make sure you go to her blog to check out the photos.... lots and lots of boys and footy trips!!! Ohhh and what a tart ails has been this weekend...... I did score!!! LOL!! a stubby holder!! hahahha.... as good as its gets for me!!

Well its time to get my act into gear and start behaving as i have some massive weekends coming up with hens nites, the races, wedding and work seminars!! I feel like i am booked out until xmas!! my god thats not far away either!

attention all FLashers

Hehe how hot are these pictures :)

What an awesome nite last nite.... been drinking since 12pm today heeheheheh ails and i are hitting the town again to go boggy.. love her work!!!


Ohhhh so the whole point of my blog title is that i forgot to tell you about my weekend last weekend. last weekend i was bogging on the dance floor here and a chick decided to lift her dress up and i saw her pink bits.. oh was not nice at all...... and then..... last nite when we were out a guy decided to show me his testicle!! ohhhh the things i am attract..... sooo.. yeah what next??

have a good weekend and tg the cats !!!! love you linda xxx

More Male or Female

I did some searching and did this test :)

You Are 60% Feminine, 40% Masculine

You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides.You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you.You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders.

Its Raining Is Pouring!

I wish it was pouring!!! Just dropped my brothers car off to get fixed after our little accident! and seb and I walked home.. It was pleasant for him as he was snugg as a bug in his pusher under cover while poor mummy didn't have a jacket and got a little wet.. It was nice though. took me about 45 minutes to walk home...

Going to set Ratatouille today with Ails which will be fun.. we are taking sebbie too.. i am looking foward to seeing it.

Tonite we are going to see Little Birdie play which will be fun too!! Concert concerts its great. im loving going to see bands live..

Got our tickets for darby day.. i am so excited.. I have been told that we won't even see a horse.. Ohhhhh and i got a hat.. LOL!!! wait until you see it!!!! Linda you will be very impressed.. Oh and guess what!! as those of you who know me well and im not a girlie girl i will be wearing a dress and high heels and make up.... Yeah im sure im going to be dressed to impress :)

Had my weigh in at the gym yesterday. for the past 3 weeks my weight has stayed the same which i am happy about because of all the drinking i have been doing :) But my body fat has gone down. which is good :)

I am doing boot camp at the gym for 8 weeks which will start in the first week of october :) Its called Millitary miss and you have 2 sessions a week!! i cant wait. Its going to be awesome :)

Well better go check on the little man as he is watchin IROBOTs his favourite movie at the moment!!! least its better than wiggles and elmo in grouch land..... think if i have to watch them one more time im going to turn into elmo or a wiggle :)

Take care everyone enjoy the rain and be good :) LOL!!!!

WeekEnd Rapt

Ok where does one start... lets first by saying i have never been to something as awesome as the silverchair and powderfinger concert last nite! It was unbelievable and there were thousands and thousands of people! and they sang a song together. right at the end and that was pretty special!! I didn't even get anywhere near close to the stage but had pretty good view from where we were! $6 for a VB which is Firetrucking stupid! but anyways!! went out afterwards, danced my little arse off and lined up in the taxi rank for an hour which was delightful! NOT!!

Ohhh i went shopping yesterday and brought myself a weight set with bench... yeah pretty awesome. I am starting a 6 week challenge thing which i will eventually put on here as it is easy as pie!! and thought well if i can't get into the gym at least i can come home and work out and now i have no excuses :) I have a busy few months ahead of me and i really want to be looking my best so today is my last day of piss farting around and actually getting my arse into this. I have been pondering and making excuses for too long and my finger has now been pulled out..

So i have the fit ball the skipping rope and the weights, plus my gym membership i should be kicking some fat and toning some muscles in no time, with a balanced diet of course..

What else.. ohhh today i went for a drive to Rochester as that is where my grand parents live and caught up with my sister and Taj my grand parents and my aunty and uncle... My dad was also there as he drove over.. But i got to drive his BMW on the way home.. i felt so cool.. *LOL* They are really nice to drive actually.. such a sterotypical type i am..*LMAO* driving behind that wheel in my $5 sunglasses and tracksuit pants and jumper.. I said to my brother Ohh now all i need is the bling :) anyway if i never own one least i can say i have driven one :)

and finally today my darling little precious boy who is up for sale by the so anyway i will take all offers... and just so you can see how adourable he is this was taken about 20 minutes...