40 Minutes until Prison Break

40 Minutes until Prison Break starts.......... Mmm update....

I have been reading so many blogs lately and not commenting, and have not even wanted to step foot on my own blog site!! Why!!! i find myself boring at the moment!! Actually i think i am a little lost!

I have no balance in my life right now and i think that is making my mind unbalanced well of course it is!!!

It is so god damn hard to get into a rountine!! I really really want to start going back to the gym as i have not been in so damn long and im trying to think when????? when will i go??? most mornings i start work at 7.3o in the morning and work until well our latest night is 7.30. i get an hour and half lunch break but thats when i come home and relax and do my washing etc!!! i don't want to be going and working my arse off in my lunch break to then go back to work tired.. does that make sense??

Arrrghghghghhghghghghghghghghghghhghghghghgggg Mmmmmm if only i could actually do that in real life and my neightbours think im not being murdered!!

I went to my sisters on the weekend , and spend the weekend with her!! that was really nice, i need to be close to her at the moment, and know that she is ok and coping with everything, i won't delve in to deep at the moment, but just needed to get that off my chest!

Rinda i just want to send out a big huge thank you to you babe! Our long phone conversations have been very helpful and i love you to bits girl!!!!!

For you who read me I meet rinda when i firsted moved to Bendigo and she was my saviour!! :) we use to wag classes together and it was heaps of fun, at the end of my year 12 i ran away and didn't tell her so we lost contact! One day i was walking in the market place and she was walking towards me, it was great, the universe brought her to me again!! and since then she has been a sister to me through all our troubled times and our good times i appreciate that! babe big hugs and kisses...

Im finding it really hard to live with my brother at the moment and i think alot of that has to do with me! He has a girlfriend and i feel like the 3rd wheel really!!! I think im jealous that he has found happiness and here i am moping around with noone about to enrol in the school of NUNS!!! I think i have already been accepted, just have to go to confession and ill be there :)

My darling lil sebbie is so wonderful.. i have brought him his bike and he loves it, except that he has realised if he stands on the seat he can change the channel on the TV.. Cheeky he is!! He started in his new room at creche at the start of the week they grow up so quickly.. he is being a real parrot, and the other day his dad said Oh shit and he copied it!! so i really have to tone down on using the F word i tell you!!!

Sheree thank you for you gift voucher and yes i did use it on myself i went and brought myself some new tops from Target today! :) one of them i really love its off the shoulder white with red dots on it!! for you know me well I LOVE RED!!! its just beautiful i will have to get a photo of it and put it on the blog!!! I did some retail therapy today, i know i will pay for it, but i got some new shoes for work also Hush Puppies awww they are devine so damn comfortable and brought myself a whole new stock of Bonds Jocks!! Bonds is all i will wear, for those who don't have a pair go buy some you will fall inlove i surely have!!!

Well better go and get my popcorn LOL and get ready for prison break!

I will try and update more frequently maybe i need reminders on my phone :) LOL can't wait until i can tell my phone to cook me tea and it will :)