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Sunday, August 05, 2007

Pushed to the back burner

Its not a nice feeling but im feeling very distant from some people very close to me as of late! family and friends....

I have tried to say that it is ok we go through these patterns and that everything will work out, and that there is a reason for this but it just not gelling with me!

Yes i have become a non smoker, and a non drinker and i have not been out in ages which means i have not really socialised with my friends alot, so that would explain why i have not really had anything to do with them at the moment, but when it comes to family i don't know!! I just feel like i have been pushed to the back burner!! my job is done and im not needed anymore! I don't like that feeling, that feeling of not being wanted.. Its really eating at me, and i don't really want to push the issue either....

anyways on a good note i had my monthly measurements at the gym this week! and i want to share with you all my results. In a month i have lost 2% body fat, 2kgs and 8cm!! i was bloody rapted with that i tell you! so I just have to keep up the good work and i will get my achievements!!

So im in the middle of cooking tea and just wanted a vent!!

Nite all hope your weekends were peaceful!!

4 comments:

Chris H said...

Peaceful!!! NAH!!!! not only did we have a bloggers/family/mid winter xmas party, one of us became a grandma for the first time too.... an awesome weekend. Hope yours was great!

The Candid Bandit said...

:( Nessa, Im sorry if I have contributed to this feeling.

Cinders said...

Sorry you're having a shitty time Ness. :( Sometimes it takes family a while to realise that the one that is usually pulling them together is falling apart.

Wanna_B_slimmer said...

Families can really suck sometimes... Dont worry about it too much....
Well done on your losses.. I gained that much this weekend alone!!!!Omg how is it that it can take me a month to lose 2kg.. but I can gain it in 3 days!!!!!