The Vanessa That Was

I have been doing a clean up of my computer and have been going through all my photos and thought that i would do a time line from where i have come from to where i am now... even though i still have alot of work to do its amazing to see the changes.. I can see them that is for sure...

These two photos are from Sept 2005 when adam and I were in China. Seb was 5 months old. the photo of me and adam is where i went ok i need to do something about my weight. i was 90kgs there...

This photo is March 2006. I was about 85 kgs here..... this nite bek and I hit the town for a deserved girls nite out!!

This is me on cup day November 2006 I think i can't remember off the top of my head but i was about 76 kgs something around there....

Here is me from ummm two weeks ago.... im now 78 kgs I have come a long way that is for sure! My goal weight has always be 65 kgs!! If i can get to 70kgs i will be happy... the lowest weight i have got to was 72kgs and let myself slip again!!! so its time to get my shit together and really work my arse off instead of fluffing around and sayin ill do it one day, because one day it will be to late!

No Rules

So for the next two weeks im on holidays which means no rules. no getting up to an alarm and doing what i want when i want.. i shouldn't say no rules because these holidays im working my arse off in the gym and going to eat as healthy as i can..

I have 4 weeks until Darby day and 5 weeks until the wedding.. and i need to get my arse into serious action.

I still have a child that is for sale also!! soo please anyone takers??

Well this rain is awesome but so need so much more!! take care all and hope you all have awesome weekends

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I didn't know what to call this post so i called it blank.... Im feeling a little down today which is the first time in a long time. I got a thinking about life, and where i want to go, and i suppose what really got me thinking was that aidan and de went to a conference on the weekend to the man who appears in the movie what the bleep, and where talking about the brain and how it works and how our thinking works.. it was very interesting.. anyway the think that go me thinking was that by about 35 years old our brain has experienced everything.. so for our brain to experience new things and make new path ways in our brain we need to get out of our comfort zone.....our brain plays very safe and our body likes to play out of its comfort zone!! example.. if your crossing a river and the river gets deeper as you go along your brain would like to play it safe and turn back around, where as the body would like to keep going... because we know where we have just come from and we know that the river in the direction that we come from is safe we want to turn around.. anyway i hope you are following if not well im sorry..

the point i am getting at is that we do this in our lives.. Me i am like that with men.. i have not slept or kissed another person in the last 4 years except adam.. Im to scared to step out of my comfort zone.. I know adam and i know what i am going to experiencing and expect.... Im scared of getting hurt and scared of experiencing that hurt i suppose... anyway i just thought that was very interesting, because i had my chance to take the pick on 72 hot men hehehe this weekend and didn't go there... My brain was playing safe...

I have my two weeks holidays coming up next week and i cant wait, im gong to be working my arse off in the gym, relaxing, do the things i want to do in the first week as i don't have sebastyn.. in the second week im going to spend a few days with my dad in melbs which will be nice, he will be at work during the day but that doesn't matter cause seb and I will keep ourselves entertained.

Well better be off as my eyes are getting tired... Mmmm i s feel like ice cream right now..

Pssstttt!!

So im sitting in my loungeroom right now writing this post! my wireless is finally working! after ringing bigpond again and them telling me that they will have to send someone out to see why it is not working but i bloody fixed the problem myself. Good tech help they are :)

Awwww i am feeling it today! ails and i watched the sun rise this morning :) LOL what a blast of a weekend. make sure you go to her blog to check out the photos.... lots and lots of boys and footy trips!!! Ohhh and what a tart ails has been this weekend...... I did score!!! LOL!! a stubby holder!! hahahha.... as good as its gets for me!!

Well its time to get my act into gear and start behaving as i have some massive weekends coming up with hens nites, the races, wedding and work seminars!! I feel like i am booked out until xmas!! my god thats not far away either!

attention all FLashers

Hehe how hot are these pictures :)

What an awesome nite last nite.... been drinking since 12pm today heeheheheh ails and i are hitting the town again to go boggy.. love her work!!!


Ohhhh so the whole point of my blog title is that i forgot to tell you about my weekend last weekend. last weekend i was bogging on the dance floor here and a chick decided to lift her dress up and i saw her pink bits.. oh was not nice at all...... and then..... last nite when we were out a guy decided to show me his testicle!! ohhhh the things i am attract..... sooo.. yeah what next??

have a good weekend and tg the cats !!!! love you linda xxx

More Male or Female

I did some searching and did this test :)

You Are 60% Feminine, 40% Masculine

You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides.You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you.You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders.

Its Raining Is Pouring!

I wish it was pouring!!! Just dropped my brothers car off to get fixed after our little accident! and seb and I walked home.. It was pleasant for him as he was snugg as a bug in his pusher under cover while poor mummy didn't have a jacket and got a little wet.. It was nice though. took me about 45 minutes to walk home...

Going to set Ratatouille today with Ails which will be fun.. we are taking sebbie too.. i am looking foward to seeing it.

Tonite we are going to see Little Birdie play which will be fun too!! Concert concerts its great. im loving going to see bands live..

Got our tickets for darby day.. i am so excited.. I have been told that we won't even see a horse.. Ohhhhh and i got a hat.. LOL!!! wait until you see it!!!! Linda you will be very impressed.. Oh and guess what!! as those of you who know me well and im not a girlie girl i will be wearing a dress and high heels and make up.... Yeah im sure im going to be dressed to impress :)

Had my weigh in at the gym yesterday. for the past 3 weeks my weight has stayed the same which i am happy about because of all the drinking i have been doing :) But my body fat has gone down. which is good :)

I am doing boot camp at the gym for 8 weeks which will start in the first week of october :) Its called Millitary miss and you have 2 sessions a week!! i cant wait. Its going to be awesome :)

Well better go check on the little man as he is watchin IROBOTs his favourite movie at the moment!!! least its better than wiggles and elmo in grouch land..... think if i have to watch them one more time im going to turn into elmo or a wiggle :)

Take care everyone enjoy the rain and be good :) LOL!!!!

WeekEnd Rapt

Ok where does one start... lets first by saying i have never been to something as awesome as the silverchair and powderfinger concert last nite! It was unbelievable and there were thousands and thousands of people! and they sang a song together. right at the end and that was pretty special!! I didn't even get anywhere near close to the stage but had pretty good view from where we were! $6 for a VB which is Firetrucking stupid! but anyways!! went out afterwards, danced my little arse off and lined up in the taxi rank for an hour which was delightful! NOT!!

Ohhh i went shopping yesterday and brought myself a weight set with bench... yeah pretty awesome. I am starting a 6 week challenge thing which i will eventually put on here as it is easy as pie!! and thought well if i can't get into the gym at least i can come home and work out and now i have no excuses :) I have a busy few months ahead of me and i really want to be looking my best so today is my last day of piss farting around and actually getting my arse into this. I have been pondering and making excuses for too long and my finger has now been pulled out..

So i have the fit ball the skipping rope and the weights, plus my gym membership i should be kicking some fat and toning some muscles in no time, with a balanced diet of course..

What else.. ohhh today i went for a drive to Rochester as that is where my grand parents live and caught up with my sister and Taj my grand parents and my aunty and uncle... My dad was also there as he drove over.. But i got to drive his BMW on the way home.. i felt so cool.. *LOL* They are really nice to drive actually.. such a sterotypical type i am..*LMAO* driving behind that wheel in my $5 sunglasses and tracksuit pants and jumper.. I said to my brother Ohh now all i need is the bling :) anyway if i never own one least i can say i have driven one :)

and finally today my darling little precious boy who is up for sale by the so anyway i will take all offers... and just so you can see how adourable he is this was taken about 20 minutes...

Silverchair and PowderFinger

Yes ladies and gentleman i am going to be dancing my sexy booty licious arse off tomorrow nite with some hot men!!! Yes thats right Silverchair and Powder Finger! Two of my favourite bands! My dad and his wife are coming up to look after the terror while my brother, his friend Jackie and I hit the showgrounds for one awesome nite! I cant wait! i have been looking forward to this for ummmm since the day i found out they were coming to Bgo....

Sooo if you hear on the news that a woman has been arrested for breaking security fences well it will be me :)

Have a top weekend everyone be safe and dont forget to tell your loved ones how much you love them!

Hey by the way........ put your thinking caps on and tell me some awesome hens nite games :)

Cioa

Howdy Partner

Howdy everyone!!

Its so good to have my communication back with the world.. i don't know how much longer i could of put up with telephone banking i tell you!!!

So there you go hope you enjoy my new snack picture, courtesy of ails :)

My stomach is hurting at the moment not only from my PT that i had yesterday but also from reading and looking at ails blog today! even though i had seen the photos before the little comments and stuff just tip it all off.. BUT ails you left the best bit out!! the video!!! you will have to put that on :)

Hehehehehehehehehe hahahahahaha

I finally got my internet in the mail today! wi fi to only have the modem that we got have a faulty wi fi in it!! sooo now i have to wait another forking 4 days for them to send me a new modem so that i can use wi fi.. but least i got the net. and my god i had broadband before but i got a new faster speed and its zippy zippy!!

i have been baking my arse off today!! Banana cake and lemon sour cake.. Mmmm my house smells so yum!!

Settled into the new house, after everything that happened... and yeah! got silverchair and powderfinger this weekend.. My god am i excited.. and umm by the way ladies..

I am a really big vin diesel fan and he is coming to Bendigo!! yes ladies...... but he is staying with me so don't bother!! :) LOL

well might ice me cake before the terror wakes up from his sleep!

ill be back for a indepth post shortly!!

Quick Update

hey still not got internet at my new house will be this week had a sleep over at ails last nite as we got totally smashed last nite and thought that while i was here i would do a quick update


so where do i start.. the move maybe LOL!!! well moving went ok until an old man decided to pull out in front of me and i hit him in my brothers car!! yeah was not nice.. then i forgot to put the Fuc&^%ing hose in the sink in the laundry and flooded it in the new house all in one day.. so ummm yeah was great..

what else!! nothing really just been busy unpacking and being lazy and working my arse off..

take care all

By the way make sure you read ails blog shortly!!!! :) The "Forking Lasse" is back .. LOL