Thoughts

I am angry at this blog at the moment. my brother went and seen the sand sculptures in Rye on the weekend and I have been trying to upload the pictures so you can all see how beautiful they are! But its not letting me!

Anyways I couldn't sleep last nite, and its really getting to me! Im trying to stay so positive about everything, but you just get to a point where your like well fuck it!! And im at the point right now! My brain is so clouded with trying to find a job and trying to find a house, having no money, and adam and sebsastyn and trying to lose weight and get health and fit, I wonder where I actually are in all of this? I know im there somewhere :) And i know that the light is at the end of the tunnel but by god the tunnel is getting really long for me at the moment! It feels like it is never ending! And I know that once I hear that I have a house or that I have a job that my view and thoughts on everything will change again!

I can hear my lil man stirring, which means he just woke from one big longggg sleep!! So on that note i am going to leave you with this quote:

Andy Warhol:
They say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.